Alphabet Soup

Every now and then i get caught in this zone of emotions. I often wonder when i will meet the love of my life, the uptempo to my heartbeat, the beat behind my track. LOL dont ask. But this is just something i wrote to release a little frustration about where ive been and where im trying to go. Not directed at or about anyone specific just an outburst if you will. Thanks for reading and let me know what you think. So here it goes

Intuitive, Intellectual, Innovative, Invigorating..... Just a few of the I's that I possess. With qualities like these why is it that so many seem to look towards me for my L's: My Legs, my Lips, my Lust, but not my Love, my Life experiences, my Loyalty. Just some things that make me wonder. The extremities of this nature that we get so caught up in a sexual fantasy which typically only satisfies for a particular time frame that we dont take the time to get to know. What happened to bowling, an evening walk in the park? Seems like these days tricks want some good dick and a goodbye. Complex or is it? Complex because its so hard to figure out yet not so complex because the sex is simplistic...in the general sense of the word anyway. So what do i do, subject myself to meaningless hookups, or do i continue to be the one with the C's: Communication, Charm, Confidence, and Charisma? Ill take my C's and run wit em cause after that nut all i got is me, feel me? Guess just somethin that was on my mind. Who knew that having morals made life so difficult? Damn shame that i know what im worth, do u know?